15/11 Thoughts

So sick rn waiting for time to pass. My whole body aches so frig badly and gastric hurts so much. Im tired though, does anyone understand this feeling?
On a brighter note, 20 odd more days to UK. I cant wait for this short getaway although I would be dreading the climate so badly.
I wished my November would be like how it started. It just feel torturous passing by each day. Need some motivation cmon jiayou Lian.
Note to self: stop being so pathetic everysingletime